Under appreciated

       Have you ever tried to help a friend or sibling out and in the end your just treated like shit? Well it has happened to me alot. I try to help out alot of people. I let them borrow money, i give them advice, i let them borrow my stuff etc. in other words i try to be the best friend possible for people. I have gotten fucked over so much its unbearable now. Well this blog shall be about my little sister karen. yes, the one that tried commiting sucided, the one who got stabbed in the face by her boyfriend with a bottle, the one who treats me like shit and i let her get away with it. but not no more im so sick and tired of being mistreated. I'm one of those people that if you mess with, or talk shit about me, or anything i will confront u, and i will most likely bitch you out in front of ppl for my enjoyment (yes ik im a lil bitch ) but anyways my little sister says rude ass comments to me and it just makes me so mad. I stood up for after the whole sucided thing and uk how she repayed me? she told me to stop being a 'good' sister, that she never asked to be one, so she doesnt want me to be. She later tried stopping a fight where her dipshit boyfriend brough a bottle in it (fucking pussy shit if u ask me) and she got ramened in the face with a bottle. and she still is with him. idk it was me, and my boyfriend fucked up my face, accident or not im leaving him. and now i hear that she is doing some drugs and someone was saying she had a pregnancy scare or whatever. her grades are shitty as hell and its freshman year, she is going down a very bad path. but honestly i have tried helping her, she has rejected my help. she doesnt want me to be a good sister, so i wont be. Im not going to waste my time and effort to try to help her out, if she doesnt want me too. and especially if she is gonna treat me like shit. But in time she will realize her mistake and see that all i ever wanted for us is to be close, family is everthing for me. I want to be close to my little sister, i want to go out on little dates with her, get our nails done, go to eat, uk just bond. but i guess im never gonna get that, not now anyways.